Me right now.
Busy, busy, busy.
Forcr is coming up quick and uni goes back next week, also a million and one other things that MUST be done.
But I don't mind that.
It's been an interesting few weeks to say the least. Full of realisations about me. Most of them aren't very nice.
Whether I like it or not, whether it is fair or not the state of my nest depends on me being invested in it. Which I haven't been for a long time.
I have screwed up worse then I was allowing myself to see.
I have not taken as much responsibility for things as I thought I had.
I am a mess. A total mess. And I don't know if I can fix myself up. But I don't know who to ask for help.
Not really nice things to find out but all the same I think I need to know them. Now all that remains is to find out where to go from here. How to fix myself.
So there you have it.
My world in a nutshell.