Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Still here

Am back to post again - amazing.

I have a cat by my side and a 'puter on my lap so it just seems appropriate.

Still feeling a little lost, some days a lot lost. I don't know where I'm going to be at the end of this week, this month, this year.

I really hate that.

Hurting right now that I don't seem to come first in anyone's list, including my own.

Feeling like i really need that magic wand to make all the problems go away, really I just need to wise up and realise that life doesn't work that way.

I need to be more grateful for what I do have and learn to let shit go, I know it but I don't feel it.

On a happier note Toddy was wonderful and amazing on his piano machine in recitals both Monday and Tuesday. Sooooooooo talented which means I am sooooooooooooooo proud.

As to when I will blog again, I will try soon but I'm sure any/everyone who now reads my blog can see why I was never any good at keeping a journal!


  1. june must officially be the month of inner development- I am here if needed xx

  2. *hugs* Rach.

    Also, the synchronicity of your gratitude comment and last nights talk with Anique is very significant, don't you agree...?

  3. Absolutely Wendy, it was definitely on my mind when she said it. And Lisa, I definitely agree as to the inner development, it seems to be a theme!

    Thanks for the support!


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