Am back to post again - amazing.
I have a cat by my side and a 'puter on my lap so it just seems appropriate.
Still feeling a little lost, some days a lot lost. I don't know where I'm going to be at the end of this week, this month, this year.
I really hate that.
Hurting right now that I don't seem to come first in anyone's list, including my own.
Feeling like i really need that magic wand to make all the problems go away, really I just need to wise up and realise that life doesn't work that way.
I need to be more grateful for what I do have and learn to let shit go, I know it but I don't feel it.
On a happier note Toddy was wonderful and amazing on his piano machine in recitals both Monday and Tuesday. Sooooooooo talented which means I am sooooooooooooooo proud.
As to when I will blog again, I will try soon but I'm sure any/everyone who now reads my blog can see why I was never any good at keeping a journal!